how

Way the soil smell when it rains


When raindrops touch my face and i smile

It remind me of you .

and it make holes and cracks in my soul deeper

moon knows my pain when i cry in night, he is my secreat keeper



all the pain i hold and all i hide

i dont know will i ever feel right

in night when i cringe and sob there is no hand stroking my hair

when i stand on high nobody come to tell me they care



i feel you with every breath i take

how can i forget you?

when i am carrying you in me

in every inch of my mind and soul.



How i am supposed to delete you from my life’s photoalbum?

When all i have in my memory is you

How i am supposed to leave you because you left me?

when every face around me is yours you are all i see

how i am supposed to live?

when i died long ago when i lost you.

Just tell me how?

Everyone needs to be loved


Everyone wants be everything for someone

Need somebody who will be true until last breath

Be the air someone need to breath

Be the fantasy someone will dream at night

Everyone needs



When everything will be fall apart

Everyone needs to cry out

One day in whole life when we fall in love

One day when we spend ourselves in someone’s arms

One day which is ours.

Every minute of it will be more pleasing than anything

Everyone needs



Everyone needs at least once to feel that significant

Just a one time when we forget ourselves

Because someone is taking care of us

Breath of fresh air in suffocating life everyone needs

Everyone needs to fall in love once

So we can live our life with it

Love is all everyone needs to feel once

Need to live once.

My soul got touched by your unexpressed love dad


You never said it and I wish someday you will say all that

That day I will confess how sorry I am for hurting you

How scare I got when I got those nightmares at night

And how angry I am that you never hold me tight

I always want to see you and mom as family not as enemy

I swear that’s all I ever wanted from you that’s why I said i hate you

I hated myself because I didn’t had power to make us a family

You never talked to me about what I felt when I was crushed by love

And I wish someday you will, I know that day will come

I want you to trust me for whom I am

Every night when you come home I wish you will kiss me goodnight

But you go to bed and turn off light

I know you love me and I wish one day you will say it

I am waiting for the day when you me and mom will say that we love each other

And I give guarantee that day will be the best day of my life

life

Small dream got crushed by reality


Living directionless life is like penalty

For the clueless crime

Every other moment is punishment, more painful than dying

Eyes and soul both got numb

From the chill of life’s cruelty

Eyes don’t shed tears and soul is dark black

Don’t know whom to blame

People whom we love who never cares

Or ourselves who still love them

Places are haunted by memories

We are sitting on our dreams Cemeteries

In halo night lost our pavement

Whenever we close eyes we only see nightmares

Fully haunted waiting for its end

last breaths

I am taking my last breaths here under endless anonymity


When i close my eyes waiting for my bereavement

Your voice is in my head all around

My mind just reading your words

When my tear is falling

Nobody is here to swab

When you were afraid i always opened my arms

I showed everything i held inside me

Now i left with nothing

I hold your hand while walking on those thorns

And now when i need you here just to hold me

I am all alone

i gave all i had ever

And still it wasn’t enough, never

My soul screams inside me and bleeding from my eyes

It’s so hard to know why it’s so lame

You are everything i had and i was just a played game.

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Looking at the mirror more i think less i know myself


Walking to find out on lovely clouds what’s wrong

With the moon who talks to me in every other night

More i sat on the wall of my terrace and look at the people

They are getting more fascinating

Everyone is different book yet to read

Everyone’s heart is strings someone’s are pulled someone’s yet waiting

I get to see different in everyone’s eyes like perfect wonder

Girl who walked at her terrace music in her ears

Or innocent child who play with his mother

More i see more i wonder

Definitely wonderful writer behind this stories

But still as i look at myself i feel it is like a hardcore math sum

Sometimes i am so weird i can’t justify myself

More i think less i know myself but i believe everything around is as messy as me

Sometimes i try to figure out myself curled up in bed listening to music and i fall asleep

So i just let it go and laugh and the joke which is at me

Dance in rain without wondering what i am