try

All the time i have been carrying rage


But now when i saw reality it strike my sage

We complaint for not having Nike shoes or blackberry which make us cool

But every night somebody sleep without having food

We often overlook reality from our glossy fast track specs

Someone who born on same day sell stuff on road when we cut our cake

So don’t complaint about all by ourselves let’s give a try

Try to sooth children who cry

Help for who need us without concerning who they are

Let’s give a hand who are drowning in poverty

One helping hand of everybody and it will create plenty

Educated mind of ours can fight for justice against all political monsters

Who plough their pockets with money which belong to the pits of society

Come out of shells stand and speak against wrong

Let’s try to change this once

Let’s Try to make world a better place

Our try can bring smile on someone’s face

Together we can clean all this mess

So just once honestly give a try.

nothing more

It’s good to see you after so long


Your voice always gave me strength to write a song

Oh I missed that smile at lips at your corner

I always waited but you take little longer

I missed you baby a lot more than I can show

Oh baby I love you, nothing more I can say

Nothing more I can say

I am glad there is same warmth in your eyes

I have seen when you left me at airport

Somehow I felt you near all this time through your letter

My heart pound when I see you from distance

“Oh baby I love you” that’s all I got for you

I swear nothing more I can say

I can’t help but run to you so I can feel you in my hold

Without you all the time it’s been so cold

I cry but tears were of joy after long time

You hugged me tight it felt so right

All I can whisper in your ear is

“Oh baby I love you”

All this time everything was just mess and I was alone

I missed you more with every passing minute

My songs were incomplete without you

I was incomplete without you

So much I missed, touch of your lips

Your love in my heart was all I can keep

All I ever wanted is you

Nothing more I can say

friends

I liked the way you just sat with me when I was hurt


Without saying a word

just made me feel someone is with me

Who don’t want to criticise

Just was always there without a issue

Patiently always wipe my tears with tissue

Every time this day comes I felt pleased

You are one of your own kinds

Patient, and you have that warm smile which heal all wounds

I felt warmth and love in your presence

Friendship is most important essence

So I want to celebrate one more special day with you

And want to say thanks for everything you done

And for being my friend.

storms and smile

Storms are always around you


But we have to gather strength to smile

Sometimes you have to walk with gravel for mile

Storms only make you feel how strong you are

You are capable to fight any war

Sometimes defeat only teach you to fly

Windows of your heart want to get unlock

They want to blow fear outside

Give shape to your feelings it won’t be mere clay

Let the strings of your inner strength play

They will create songs which will sooth

Force of wind will blow away all mar

Even though you still have scar

Let mud play with your hands

And drops of water will bring smile on your shattering face

Even though you will have some tears in your eyes

After all life is song and you are inspiration.

here i am

Here I am standing in the middle of turmoil


On Lost pavement but still amused

When everything around me feels like tore

With my bewildering eyes I want to see more

Someone shake me to feel the pain

But everything seems blurred in pouring rain

Knots which threaten me for so long

Now seems fading

I like the way rain mix with soul

And make everything smell so good

I don’t want to be afraid of falling

After every fall there is newness is waiting

I don’t mind walk through unknown fields

Flowers lead there colour through my cores

When I sleep under blanket of stars and bed of lawn

I woke up by chimes of my heart in new life

Don’t be afraid to see

Because for every lock its key

nothing more

It’s good to see you after so long


Your voice always gave me strength to write a song

Oh I missed that smile at lips at your corner

I always waited but you take little longer

I missed you baby a lot more than I can show

Oh baby I love you, nothing more I can say

Nothing more I can say

I am glad there is same warmth in your eyes

I have seen when you left me at airport

Somehow I felt you near all this time through your letter

My heart pound when I see you from distance

“Oh baby I love you” that’s all I got for you

I swear nothing more I can say

I can’t help but run to you so I can feel you in my hold

Without you all the time it’s been so cold

I cry but tears were of joy after long time

You hugged me tight it felt so right

All I can whisper in your ear is

“Oh baby I love you”

All this time everything was just mess and I was alone

I missed you more with every passing minute

My songs were incomplete without you

I was incomplete without you

So much I missed, touch of your lips

Your love in my heart was all I can keep

All I ever wanted is you

Nothing more I can say

love is

I Run and hide in your closet


Whenever I feel upset

Flashbacks come into mind

All memories flood like a forceful wind

You say it was long time ago

When you were in love with me

But truth is what you never see

I still in love with you

Your smell your presence still remain in your belongings

In your shirt and I cry to found something coherent

Which will explain why I still feel to love you?

After all you have done

The rain showers tears of mine

Love is serene love is kind

Nothing but reason to lose your mind

tearful eyes

Tearful eyes


Black and white days

That’s what life all about is

Numbness all I feel

When I stand in middle of highway

Stuck in paused dark time and there are no getaway

Filled with lies and blues

Still we are nothing but empty soul

Soreness is all inside

Why I should fight?

Living on an edge

What’s the use of my sage?

Tearful eyes

Black and white days

That’s all I got.

Your betrayals chased my guts


To get up again wipe away my tears

Your words hit me so hard that I know

Nothing can break me again like now

My heart is stone and I can take anything

You are nobody to tell me I am not right

I am not the girl who will cry or fight

Because you never worth it

I know you will have regret

But I assure you, you will blame your fate

Not yourself that’s makes you who you are

But I am definitely not your girl who will work

In your kitchen and neither your pet who will follow your orders

It’s my decision because it’s my life and I am the king of it

Not the pawn on your chessboard

Whenever you will see from now at yourself you will be big failure.

Black clouds get darker


My world is falling apart and end is closer

Hallucinations are feeling more real in dark

I know there is no use of try

I am not worried I’ll lose myself I am already collapsed

Everything in me is broke and my life is relapsed

There won’t be any healing

I left behind every feeling

One night one cut in my throat

And I’ll throw this pain far away.

It’s been like untouched fantasy

Until I find out its total lie

Rain out of my window makes my eyes moist

Every Drop of it like million tears

In the middle of fuss my will say find

You can fight out your fears

Even though heart ache in the night

Stars and moon wipe my tears and say find

Soon light will twinkle in your eyes

Even though I see everything smudges

As my empty train runs at dawn

Cold wind says soon there will be brighter day

Its truth I want to love I say I don’t

Because I am so fright

It’s like million pieces of my dreams

All my spirit is devastated

But there will be million colours in my dreams

And little dead flowers of hearts will be alive again.

mumbai

Smell of newness is lingering in my breath


At the dawn all connote streets are still clumsy

My dreams are dancing for shiny new rays of sun

Here everyone is running and stations are always bursting

Trains always run with extra load

Girls manage here there stilettos on rough road

Everyone always glance at their watch

Everyone have train, bus or cab to catch

But now everyone is in deep sleep after so much dash

Smoke of hot tea is all over my face

Smile and tears and strength this city gave me

Here streets are always jam with traffic or rain

All lanes wear their wits of state with fashion and hearts full of pain

Slowly whole city is waking up with big yawn

Peace in the air is disappearing with a moan

All hold it inside dreams some painful reminiscences

And it still runs with same spirit and same means.

how

Way the soil smell when it rains


When raindrops touch my face and i smile

It remind me of you .

and it make holes and cracks in my soul deeper

moon knows my pain when i cry in night, he is my secreat keeper



all the pain i hold and all i hide

i dont know will i ever feel right

in night when i cringe and sob there is no hand stroking my hair

when i stand on high nobody come to tell me they care



i feel you with every breath i take

how can i forget you?

when i am carrying you in me

in every inch of my mind and soul.



How i am supposed to delete you from my life’s photoalbum?

When all i have in my memory is you

How i am supposed to leave you because you left me?

when every face around me is yours you are all i see

how i am supposed to live?

when i died long ago when i lost you.

Just tell me how?

Everyone needs to be loved


Everyone wants be everything for someone

Need somebody who will be true until last breath

Be the air someone need to breath

Be the fantasy someone will dream at night

Everyone needs



When everything will be fall apart

Everyone needs to cry out

One day in whole life when we fall in love

One day when we spend ourselves in someone’s arms

One day which is ours.

Every minute of it will be more pleasing than anything

Everyone needs



Everyone needs at least once to feel that significant

Just a one time when we forget ourselves

Because someone is taking care of us

Breath of fresh air in suffocating life everyone needs

Everyone needs to fall in love once

So we can live our life with it

Love is all everyone needs to feel once

Need to live once.

My soul got touched by your unexpressed love dad


You never said it and I wish someday you will say all that

That day I will confess how sorry I am for hurting you

How scare I got when I got those nightmares at night

And how angry I am that you never hold me tight

I always want to see you and mom as family not as enemy

I swear that’s all I ever wanted from you that’s why I said i hate you

I hated myself because I didn’t had power to make us a family

You never talked to me about what I felt when I was crushed by love

And I wish someday you will, I know that day will come

I want you to trust me for whom I am

Every night when you come home I wish you will kiss me goodnight

But you go to bed and turn off light

I know you love me and I wish one day you will say it

I am waiting for the day when you me and mom will say that we love each other

And I give guarantee that day will be the best day of my life

life

Small dream got crushed by reality


Living directionless life is like penalty

For the clueless crime

Every other moment is punishment, more painful than dying

Eyes and soul both got numb

From the chill of life’s cruelty

Eyes don’t shed tears and soul is dark black

Don’t know whom to blame

People whom we love who never cares

Or ourselves who still love them

Places are haunted by memories

We are sitting on our dreams Cemeteries

In halo night lost our pavement

Whenever we close eyes we only see nightmares

Fully haunted waiting for its end

last breaths

I am taking my last breaths here under endless anonymity


When i close my eyes waiting for my bereavement

Your voice is in my head all around

My mind just reading your words

When my tear is falling

Nobody is here to swab

When you were afraid i always opened my arms

I showed everything i held inside me

Now i left with nothing

I hold your hand while walking on those thorns

And now when i need you here just to hold me

I am all alone

i gave all i had ever

And still it wasn’t enough, never

My soul screams inside me and bleeding from my eyes

It’s so hard to know why it’s so lame

You are everything i had and i was just a played game.

more............

Looking at the mirror more i think less i know myself


Walking to find out on lovely clouds what’s wrong

With the moon who talks to me in every other night

More i sat on the wall of my terrace and look at the people

They are getting more fascinating

Everyone is different book yet to read

Everyone’s heart is strings someone’s are pulled someone’s yet waiting

I get to see different in everyone’s eyes like perfect wonder

Girl who walked at her terrace music in her ears

Or innocent child who play with his mother

More i see more i wonder

Definitely wonderful writer behind this stories

But still as i look at myself i feel it is like a hardcore math sum

Sometimes i am so weird i can’t justify myself

More i think less i know myself but i believe everything around is as messy as me

Sometimes i try to figure out myself curled up in bed listening to music and i fall asleep

So i just let it go and laugh and the joke which is at me

Dance in rain without wondering what i am

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i just wish....

I just wish I don’t have to blink my eyes

I just wish you don’t have to go now

I just wish this all will get pause here

I just wish….

I still remember wet silent and deep eyes

Cold rain and that garden and fireflies

Way you hold my hand and that mysterious smile

I just wish you don’t have to go now

Those walks by side of lake

Those pebbles at seashore, that sand

Those stars we stared when we lye at terrace

I just wish I could stop you

I realise now how much I need you

Will you be here if I asked?

I run to you as fast as I can

Holding my breath and closing my eyes

I wish I could gather that much strength

I wish you could hear what I wanted to say

Just like you can read my mind

I want to say it but storm of emotions is running through my veins

Like my voice get stuck and I couldn’t find any words

I feel so much helpless

I just look into her eyes so I can read them

They are full of pain and hope

I wish you could read my mind and I can yours

Just wish

I don’t know how tears fell down from my eyes

I just through the breath I was holding back

I just take her warm soft hand in my cold hands

And there she just wraps her arms around me

Almost like I can hear her heart fluttering

Her wet eyes and her head at my chest

And I know I couldn’t wish for anything more.

Everything around us makes no sense at this time

But day will come when everything will sound perfect

We don’t understand the consequence now

And just getting deeper in the pain

Whatever happening to us is maybe lame

But tomorrow dark clouds will disappear

And picture will be clearer

In life’s long journey now we are alone

But day will come when someone will be there to hold us

Right now all I am trying to do is keep walking in right direction

So I can reach where I will found someone whom I really meant

My world

Today when I close my eyes

All I can see is twinkling stars in dark sky

And when I try to hear something all I can listen to is sound of shores

I found myself in a different world

World of love & peace where you can lay down on sand of dreams

There is deem light reflecting by a sun

Which make sand look like gold

Where water of the ocean play a sweet melody

Where you can lift your hands in air and you feel like you are flying

Where you belong where you get loved

When I open my eyes I m still here

Where betrayal is there

Your trust is raped by someone

You are crowded by dozens of people but still you are alone & hallo

Where there is no peace and no love just you accompanied by your isolation and regret.

Whenever I look around to find

Someone who can understand me

I find myself very alone

Happy face of mine is fake facade

Which I always put to show I am fine

But I can’t lie to myself

Whenever I put it my solitude push me in deeper darkness

Where everything is burning my dreams, hopes and even my soul

I jump to save all those but my I feel helpless

I try to run away but I again reach where I left off

Every night I live this nightmare behind my close eyes

And every morning I hide it deep inside in my thoughts

When I try to look the future nothing nice

That’s why I live the pain inside me and hide it under sweater of my smile

proposal

Walk with me tonight

Let me feel your heart beating, your high breathing

Let me see your soul through your eyes

It’s so cold in my life

So,

Walk with me tonight

Let me feel your gaze on my face

Your warm hold & your embrace

Silent melody of wind

Way you hold your breath tight

So,

Walk with me tonight

Until I touch your heart and soul

Until my love’s light make everything shine

Until you feel how much I love you

Until this night goes

Until this life goes

Please, walk with me.

i found you

I found u now

In the smiling evening, in the dark night

So just hold me tight

I found u

In every tear of eye, in colour of sky

I see u when I cry and even in my joy

I found u

In my dream every night, I don’t know it’s wrong or right

In every footstep you left behind

I found u

When I sat alone on the same beach

In every face around me

I feel you in your closet your smell in your coat

I found you

When I close my eyes

But when I open them I realise I lost you

But I found you still…….

In me.