Whenever I look around to find

Someone who can understand me

I find myself very alone

Happy face of mine is fake facade

Which I always put to show I am fine

But I can’t lie to myself

Whenever I put it my solitude push me in deeper darkness

Where everything is burning my dreams, hopes and even my soul

I jump to save all those but my I feel helpless

I try to run away but I again reach where I left off

Every night I live this nightmare behind my close eyes

And every morning I hide it deep inside in my thoughts

When I try to look the future nothing nice

That’s why I live the pain inside me and hide it under sweater of my smile