i just wish....

I just wish I don’t have to blink my eyes

I just wish you don’t have to go now

I just wish this all will get pause here

I just wish….

I still remember wet silent and deep eyes

Cold rain and that garden and fireflies

Way you hold my hand and that mysterious smile

I just wish you don’t have to go now

Those walks by side of lake

Those pebbles at seashore, that sand

Those stars we stared when we lye at terrace

I just wish I could stop you

I realise now how much I need you

Will you be here if I asked?

I run to you as fast as I can

Holding my breath and closing my eyes

I wish I could gather that much strength

I wish you could hear what I wanted to say

Just like you can read my mind

I want to say it but storm of emotions is running through my veins

Like my voice get stuck and I couldn’t find any words

I feel so much helpless

I just look into her eyes so I can read them

They are full of pain and hope

I wish you could read my mind and I can yours

Just wish

I don’t know how tears fell down from my eyes

I just through the breath I was holding back

I just take her warm soft hand in my cold hands

And there she just wraps her arms around me

Almost like I can hear her heart fluttering

Her wet eyes and her head at my chest

And I know I couldn’t wish for anything more.