i just wish....

I just wish I don’t have to blink my eyes

I just wish you don’t have to go now

I just wish this all will get pause here

I just wish….

I still remember wet silent and deep eyes

Cold rain and that garden and fireflies

Way you hold my hand and that mysterious smile

I just wish you don’t have to go now

Those walks by side of lake

Those pebbles at seashore, that sand

Those stars we stared when we lye at terrace

I just wish I could stop you

I realise now how much I need you

Will you be here if I asked?

I run to you as fast as I can

Holding my breath and closing my eyes

I wish I could gather that much strength

I wish you could hear what I wanted to say

Just like you can read my mind

I want to say it but storm of emotions is running through my veins

Like my voice get stuck and I couldn’t find any words

I feel so much helpless

I just look into her eyes so I can read them

They are full of pain and hope

I wish you could read my mind and I can yours

Just wish

I don’t know how tears fell down from my eyes

I just through the breath I was holding back

I just take her warm soft hand in my cold hands

And there she just wraps her arms around me

Almost like I can hear her heart fluttering

Her wet eyes and her head at my chest

And I know I couldn’t wish for anything more.

Everything around us makes no sense at this time

But day will come when everything will sound perfect

We don’t understand the consequence now

And just getting deeper in the pain

Whatever happening to us is maybe lame

But tomorrow dark clouds will disappear

And picture will be clearer

In life’s long journey now we are alone

But day will come when someone will be there to hold us

Right now all I am trying to do is keep walking in right direction

So I can reach where I will found someone whom I really meant

My world

Today when I close my eyes

All I can see is twinkling stars in dark sky

And when I try to hear something all I can listen to is sound of shores

I found myself in a different world

World of love & peace where you can lay down on sand of dreams

There is deem light reflecting by a sun

Which make sand look like gold

Where water of the ocean play a sweet melody

Where you can lift your hands in air and you feel like you are flying

Where you belong where you get loved

When I open my eyes I m still here

Where betrayal is there

Your trust is raped by someone

You are crowded by dozens of people but still you are alone & hallo

Where there is no peace and no love just you accompanied by your isolation and regret.

Whenever I look around to find

Someone who can understand me

I find myself very alone

Happy face of mine is fake facade

Which I always put to show I am fine

But I can’t lie to myself

Whenever I put it my solitude push me in deeper darkness

Where everything is burning my dreams, hopes and even my soul

I jump to save all those but my I feel helpless

I try to run away but I again reach where I left off

Every night I live this nightmare behind my close eyes

And every morning I hide it deep inside in my thoughts

When I try to look the future nothing nice

That’s why I live the pain inside me and hide it under sweater of my smile

proposal

Walk with me tonight

Let me feel your heart beating, your high breathing

Let me see your soul through your eyes

It’s so cold in my life

So,

Walk with me tonight

Let me feel your gaze on my face

Your warm hold & your embrace

Silent melody of wind

Way you hold your breath tight

So,

Walk with me tonight

Until I touch your heart and soul

Until my love’s light make everything shine

Until you feel how much I love you

Until this night goes

Until this life goes

Please, walk with me.

i found you

I found u now

In the smiling evening, in the dark night

So just hold me tight

I found u

In every tear of eye, in colour of sky

I see u when I cry and even in my joy

I found u

In my dream every night, I don’t know it’s wrong or right

In every footstep you left behind

I found u

When I sat alone on the same beach

In every face around me

I feel you in your closet your smell in your coat

I found you

When I close my eyes

But when I open them I realise I lost you

But I found you still…….

In me.